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Lately I’ve been feeling a bit over whelmed with the fact that I’m not quite the artist that I used to be. It’s been really difficult for me to draw especially since my anatomy is bad and ive been in this funk of comparing myself to others. I spend so much time feeling the need to over polish my ideas and play catch up with talent that I’ve lost sight of why I’m actually doing this in the first place: because I want to.
Feeling stressed about how “perfect” my story line needs to be vs my art and my character design has just become retardedly too much for me. Like, seriously who cares. I’m spending so much time trying to perfect my craft that I completely forget that no one is desperately trying to read it. Some times I really get ahead of myself and think that there’s really more to it, like my imaginary reputation is on the line or that I have a fan base waiting for content. I really just need to humble myself and be okay with where I am right now. I’m trying to expand my skills to become better, I really am, but I just need to become more patient with myself. It’s weird, it’s like having to start teaching myself how to draw all over again. The beginnings the worst cause you try so hard and the drawing is still not quite where you wanted it to be. But I’m working on it. I’m working on this whole “trying to be okay with it,” thing.
Gah, if only I could find a private anatomy trainer!!
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Writing a comic is really hard -_-;
Especially if you’ve accumulated all these ideas over years but with no actual real time line.dammit.
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“Your worth does not depend on you being better at something,”
I can’t even tell you how much of a relief it is to hear that.
